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Alright. I just started a no fat, no starch, no carb diet to get over a platoe that I was struggling with.

I don't regret the diet. I think every now and then you need something to shock your system. You know? My plan was to do this for three weeks, and then go back to my normal calorie counting. It totally worked! But I couldn't have chosen a WORSE time to do this. 

Week I - I had a customer on site all week. I can take this customer to whatever restaurant that I like and we can spend as much as we want. Usually I go to places like Cheesecake factory and take some cheesecake home for after work. But nope! This was my order "Uh.. this salad, but no cheese, no pecans, no croutons, and dressing on the side please. Actually... can you just bring me some Ice burg lettus and tomatoes please?" Stupid.

Week II - My company is having their annual meeting, where we all get together and we go through training. Food is provided every day (and usually is it really GOOD food like Chipotle) and we go to dinner twice, PLUS we golf on Thursday and there is a buffet. Yup. that's right. I am eating homemade lunches.

Week III - This is NEXT week. I have to travel for work. It will be a MIRACLE if I make. How do you diet in a drive through?

So my good friend Katie is asking right now "Why don't you just do your diet in a few weeks from now, to make it easier?" Well Katie... I will tell you the answer. Because we have a weigh in for our Biggest Looser, and I am neck in neck with someone else, and I couldn't stand to get on the scale having lost nothing. You know? It would be too embarrassing. I can't wait, I had to do it now.

Anyway, they are setting up dinner downstairs right now, and I am dreading going down there. Everyone is going to notice I am not eating, and I am not looking forward to it. This sucks big time. They are having German food. I LOVE DUMPLINGS! Speaking of which, did you say you made some? You should send me a recipie.

So I makes myselft feel better by making long lists of food I am going to eat when this whole thing is over in July. That's right. I have learned nothing about a lifestyle change, and right now I coudln't care less. I just want to eat yummy food. That is all I can think about. Who freaking cares if I gain it back anyway? I wasn't THAT unhealthy... just a little bit.....

Lost 29 lbs! maybe I will just keep saying that. 29lbs 29lbs 29lbs. Somehow that should make it better... right?

I keep thinking I should throw a swimsuit party. That way I can feel good about something. Cause I am in a bad mood right now.. and I only feel cruddy. Why am I doing this stupid diet anyway?

Or if I won the biggest looser for this month. That would make it better. But I don't think so.  I think I will be around 17% and the other guy will be about about 19%. Sucks. I BETTER win the next month. Or I will kill something.