Friday, September 2, 2016

It's been a while

I was reading Katie's blog today and feeling so inspired. I used to get so much joy out of blogging. But now as a SAHM I feel frustrated whenever I pull out my computer because immediately there will be children everywhere. 

Bethany's birth story made me feel so happy, and I wanted to share a happy tid bit. 

My goal with Thomas' birth was for it to be focused on being a happy celebration of new life. HIS life. And it was! I am so proud that I accomplished that. When he was born I was filled with so much happiness, and as he was set on my stomach I rubbed his head and kissed his head and felt incredible joy. 

I still feel it when I kiss and rub his head now. It has become a calming ritual for me now. So strange, but so happy. What will I do when he leaves me? I guess I have some time to figure it out. 

Friday, February 19, 2016